Meditation for April 25th, 2016
Animal Totem: The Wolf
The wolf is a mighty beast who is feared by many. There is the pack family who hunt, eat and survive together. There is the lone wolf whom has to hunt, eat and survive alone.
The “alpha” wolf is the leader of the pack. This just means you have no qualms killing and hurting others to remain in power. Leaders are never actually leaders because they can lead, but because they are able to intimidate and keep the pack in constant fear of what they do t understand. This is why Christianity is still around, not because it is the best religion but the religion with the biggest armies.
The “bitch” is the leading female wolf. Like the alpha wolf, the bitch is fine cutting other bitches down to show who is top dog. When one draws this in their animal totem it means that they have no ethical guidance in their relationships with other people. All of their actions are based on not being the prettiest, smartest, most popular so they try and become a groups maternal figure. A bitch will mother you when you are down, but she will throw to the hungry pups if she thinks you are a threat to her leadership.
The “beta” dog is the one who knows how to follow and is easily dominated by the alpha and the bitch wolves. You are so scared of having opinions or fully realizing your own self if you pick this in your animal totem. A beta is usually found always with a alpha dog or dating a bitch. The beta is so scared to live without a pack that he or she will allow ethics and morals to be liquid if it means being liked by the rest of the pack.
Most men and some men will think they are a “lone wolf” because they don’t like other people, but the lone wolf is elsomeone who is not liked by anyone so is not allowed on any packs. Either a lone wolf must be right all the time and heard or is just completely and utterly annoying to the point that the pack kicks the poor creature out so that it does alone in the wilderness.
“Pups” are the young who try to act like bitches and alpha wolves. Pups will try hard to act old and hope they will be accepted by the alphas and bitches. The young will even pick on beta wolves just to find a place in the pack’s hierarchy. Don’t make fun of pups for liking things that are twice or more older than them, but nurture their interests.
Prayer
St. Ailbhe,
I am a member of a pack.
We hunt together and are mighty.
We let our hair grow long so that we stay warm in the long NW winters.
We will not let other packs into our vast territories.
This territory is ours till we die.
Even our pups can only accept our way of life or go and enjoy electronic dance music.
Most pups leave,
For we are a very closed and traditional pack.
We are becoming less and less as out pack dies off or when we ostracize one of our own.
The lone wolves usually end up with wives and kids.
How tame.
Let us be wild and dangerous forever!
Amen.
Craft
Wolves are an symbol of raw natural power. Combined with moons and lightning, the picture of a wolf can bring magical strength to one that dares to wear such religious iconography.
What can a wolf be on and what is the power you get when you harness it?
XXL black t-shirt: wearing one of these along with your plaid cargo shorts and doc marten boots will make you a juggernaut goth street bouncer. You either are checking IDs at industrial night or are going block to block fight OMG crimes using the combination of strength and Native American mysticism.
Driftwood clock: having power over time is essential to the wolf. Being able to slow time down with your stories of past indigressions or what important project you are currently doing. A wolf stalks its pray using patience until the pray is tired, cold and completely bored and just uninterested or engaged, when the wolf springs into action.
Wolf pendent necklace: coupled with a crystal, this adds +3 to all your attacks – especially with hair flicks or the single finger tucking locks behind the ear wave attacks.
Corduroy hat: this allows the wearer to sneak into your mind and play with your thoughts. “I love you so much . . . Why do you do this to meeeee!?!” The wearer will make the other person insecure, suspicious, always trying to prove faithfulness and that the love real. A lot of walking offs, snooping around and break ups/get back togethers.
Goal
If you get the wolf in your totem, just know you are going extinct. You didn’t keep the pups interested because you just wanted to be alpha and you just wanted to impress the same old bitches. You’re a dying breed of a useless and meaningless brees of animal that every few years or so we try to reintroduce back into the eco system.
Give up and enjoy things outside your pack’s interests or you will become forgotten history.